Motherhood

 Im a mom now. I have a two and a half week old baby girl. She is the most precious thing ever. I knew motherhood was going to be hard but I didnt know it was going to be this hard. Im running on little to no sleep. I cry occasionally because Im so tired and I have realized my day is no longer MY day. It is focused and centered around her. Change can be hard. At the same time I knew I was going to love my little girl but I had no idea I could love her as much as I do. When Stella was born I didnt get to hold her right away since I had to be stitched up. It was about an hour and a half after she was born I finally got to hold her. I feel in love with her instantly. I knew she was going to change me and my life for the better. She makes me want to be a better person. I feel so blessed to be her mom.